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"Because I am afraid," he confessed, the words tearing out of him like a dragon's roar. "I am afraid that if I touch you, you will shatter. I am afraid that the desire I feel will terrify you. I am a brute, Maxi. I have killed more things than I can count. And you… you are sunlight. I would rather freeze on the floor for a thousand nights than be the reason for a single one of your tears."

He surged up, cradling her face in his hands, and kissed her. Not on the forehead. On the lips. Gently at first, a question. Then, when she didn't pull away but instead sighed into his mouth, he deepened it. He tasted salt from her tears and something sweeter—her. He felt her hands clutch his tunic, pulling him closer, and the last vestiges of his restraint crumbled. Under The Oak Tree Manga

He rubbed the bridge of his nose, exhaustion pulling at his limbs. The day had been brutal. A patrol had been ambushed by monstrous orcs from the Dragon’s Grave Pass. Three men dead. He had spent the afternoon burying them, his hands blistered from the shovel. All he wanted was to collapse. But more than that, he wanted to touch her. Just a brush of his fingers against her cheek. Just to feel her warmth. "Because I am afraid," he confessed, the words

Their first night as man and wife remained a splinter under his skin. He remembered the tremor in her hands as she unlaced her dress, the way her breath hitched, not with passion, but with sheer, unadulterated terror. He had stopped. He had to. The look in her eyes—a trapped animal's—had doused the inferno in his blood. He had slept on the cold floor that night, and every night since, telling himself it was enough to simply have her near. I am a brute, Maxi