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"I don't choose the brother. I don't choose the humanity.

"When I was human, I thought the hardest thing in the world was letting go. I thought grief was a pit with no bottom. I buried my parents on a Tuesday, and by Friday, I had already forgotten what my mother’s laugh sounded like. I remember thinking... 'If this is what life is, I don't want it.' the vampire diaries monologue

But Damon…"

And I found out that letting go was the easy part. The hard part... the real hard part... is being torn in half and choosing to stay alive anyway." "I don't choose the brother

Because everyone loves the martyr. The town loves the girl who died for them. Stefan loves the human who saved him. Damon loves the ghost who forgave him. But no one... no one ... asks what I want when the war is over. I thought grief was a pit with no bottom

"Damon was the lightning strike. He never asked for permission. He never asked me to save him. He just... burned. He burned down every wall I ever built. He made me feel guilty for wanting him, which only made me want him more. He was the poison and the antidote. And the worst part? The worst part is that I see myself in him. Not the grief. The rage. The part of me that wants to set the world on fire just to feel something other than this endless, gnawing cold."